The whole 23 hrs I used to be buzy, to fight, to make her mad, to make her disturbed, tensed and more over to do hurt her like anything.  This is because I know the balance 1 hr is good enough me to bring her back and vice versa. But I have to realize that, once that 1 hr will not be enough to give me the same result what I experienced. But I cant stop my expectation even that is true.